Side Effects

Have you ever really read all the side effects that are for prescription and over the counter medicines??  Seriously folks....there is some fucking crazy ass shit.  When I did my funny little stink on the Religious Side Effects based on some friends view points....that was leading up to my own horror skit...that is suppose to be commercial like....in a way.  But the side effects that people get from taking sleeping aides, stop smoking aides and diet pills....are of course a few in the making.
Yet these fucking shit...can cause you to have liver damage and other problems...to your kidneys...your heart or even your intestines.  Yes, when I was researching it and even though it is suppose to be filmed at about 5-minutes or less....more banking on 3-minutes to 5-minutes.  I seriously, thought it might be an easy little endeavor, but reality was...when I took the time to research and search out all these side effects {{see was busy doing other things....the hunting for Trevor....sorry side note}}....and it took me days upon days reading all these different medical drugs out there.
Even the ones for depression...the shit you get...just to not feel sad at all...fuck...I rather feel sad and suicidal then have all the other fucking shit....kidney, vomiting, nausea....strange or unusual vivid dreams....and then on top of it...there is the feeling of hostility....I mean what the fuck!!?/
Oh yes...I need this drug to help me, but now I am feeling violent and irritable.....yeah....some one comes up to you and then you fucking flip out on them....making phone calls with no memory and not understanding why people are pissed or angry at you.  Yeah fuck face....go fuck yourself....and you are sitting there...like what?? It is the medication...that I am taking.  Please don't be mad at me. Even a few of the medications can cause skin pigmentation....to change color around the eyes...and your skin can become super sensitive...even skin irritation...where you can get blisters and rashes.
I mean what the fuck!!??  So we take cures and shit...but we are going to get a shit load of new problems...and make sure you see your doctor....if you need to take new medicines because they may not be compatible with each other.  And some of the medications you can't take if you become pregnant or are breast feeding.  All these shit is fucking strange....because yes....as a breast feeding mother...all the shit passes to your baby.  Your baby is getting a good source of stuff from mommy...and that means the drug as well. Granted, I want to film this....little skit and submit it to places...hell it shouldn't cost to much.
But the fact is...it was a learning experience.....I should add this to my production resume....hell I switched shit around because that is me!!  I do shit like that...all the time....I re-arrange shit because I am bored...and for the fun of it...I will re-itemize my DVD collection...just because it could have been better.  I know..I am weird.....but I can tell you this...little things make me happy...money doesn't make me happy...and certainly not medication...strange really people need shit to help them...with side effects
Oh take this pill and you will loose weight...and then you start to have the side effects...turning in to some super beast....{{screams}}...ooh lord....nooooo!! Okay...I am in some serious need of sugar....I want candy....!!  Side effects include...jumping up and down...acting hyper...cavities...
Do you want some candy??

Irenia Guajardo
~Hellz Writer~

Final Embrace

Final embrace in your strong arms

Remembrance of eternity forgotten

Kiss of passion as a parting gift

Exhale my life on your sweet breath

Allow me to slumber in your arms
Partaking your love inside me
Treasured memories in my dreams
Loving you eternally as it should be

Poem history:
I would have to say this is a short and sweet one...something we would all want to do...is die in the arms of the one we love.  Inspired by my own events of a lost love...it is said that when you loose your soul mate or true love...it feels like they died....well that is how it feels.  Everyday you die with out them.

Irenia Guajardo
~Hellz Writer~

♥♥♥ I ♥ Love ♥ You ♥♥♥

The tender touch of your lips

Beating pulse in your chest

Hands touching me ever so softly

Claiming my body as your own

Hearing your rapid breathing

Hot breathe against my neck

Your warm skin touching mine

My body moving with yours

Feeling you enter deep inside

A rush of emotions swirls around

Your strong arms lifting me up

Body screaming in eternal ecstasy

Each fluid movement you give

You are all I ever wanted in life

Giving such pleasure and desire

Feeling my body about to burst

There is no end to your passion

Your breathing driving me wild

Pulse racing as you go deeper

Releasing myself, I call out

I love you

Irenia Guajardo
~Hellz Writer~

Twisted Humor: Religious Side Effects

Need something to help with everyday life. Try a free per-Script-ion that is taken when you engross yourself in the Gos-pill. Clinical trials have shown zero side effects when taken it daily with dose of reality. Taken by itself can lead the user into becoming a religious zealot.
Doctor's have recently discovered new side effects to taking the free per-Script-ion, which includes but not limited to plastering crosses on vehicles, forcing the Gos-pill on others, hearing voices to sacrifice others in large groups using grape flavored koolaide, hallucinations of dates that could be the end and others not listed. If you or a loved one are experiencing any of these symptoms, promptly contact a priest for an exorcism. If that fails, please contact your local psychiatrist to be prescribed drugs that will sedate the voices in your head.
Unfortunately there are side effects for the friends who are around the Gos-pill users. Some symptoms can be mild to severe if left untreated. Mild and temporary side effects include driving you insane, which can cause you to lash out on your other friends to prolong psychobabble on ideals you don't believe in. Severe and prolonged side effects can cause serious and irreversible damage to normal healthy relationships. In most cases treatments include breaking off friendship with religious zealots. In some cases it has been proven difficult to escape, seek medical advice to slip them some lithium, to allow you to make your escape much smoother
Taking the free per-Script-ion, Gos-pill can help regulate your life when taken with a healthy dose of reality. Please consult a physician before taking any per-Script-ions.

Irenia Guajardo
~Hellz Writer~

Lethal Love by Elizabeth Reeves

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Words can't express
My heart's ache for you

This pain is severe
Cuts are bone-deep
You left scars
I'm forced to keep
My world is painted grey
With spots of red blood
An eternal display
Of the effects of your love

It might be lethal
It might just kill me
My heart enjoys it
No matter how deadly

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Words can't express
My heart's ache for you
Ain't no tellin'
What it'll do
I can't control
My heart's ache for you

This pain you inflict
Is what keeps me here
My heart just wants more
Whenever you're near
My brain screams, "Stop!"
My heart begs, "More!"
Sanity in the balance
I'm not "me" anymore

It might be lethal
It might just kill me
My heart enjoys it
No matter how deadly

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Words can't express
My heart's ache for you
Ain't no tellin'
What it'll do
I can't control
My heart's ache for you

Forever scarred
Slowly dying
My heart is joyous
I am crying
So masochistic
Wanting the pain
My heart don't care
I'm going insane

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Words can't express
My heart's ache for you
Ain't no tellin'
What it'll do
I can't control
My heart's ache for you

This was written by my niece.....it reminds me of what I would write....there is somethings that she says that sounds like a mini me....wow....the world does cycle another...lol

Irenia Guajardo
~Hellz Writer~

Repulsion by Elizabeth Reeves

The sticky fluid
Sickly crimson red
It makes me woozy
And light in my head

The word alone
Can make me sick
The thought comes
I shudder, "ick"

Everyone has it
It's just part of life
I don't know why
It causes me strife

The thought of it dripping
The scent filling the air
I'd have to sprint
To get out of there

Nausea overwhelms me
The sight and smell
Causing my stomach
To react as well


The red fluid, blood
Makes my head spin
My stomach weak
And my temper thin

The smell is sickening
It makes me gag
Yes, I can smell it
I'm not trying to brag

Think what you want
I just can't stand it
Why it sickens me??
I don't understand it

~~This poem is written by my niece, Elizabeth Reeves who happens to be a lot like me....I love her work and told her I was going to post two of them on my blogs.  I love how she writes especially the next poem that I will post. I will also be posting the long awaited apology letter that I had wrestled with...either to post it or not....but hearing some words...It's something I need to do.

Irenia Guajardo
~Hellz Writer~

Lost Love

Soothing darkness surrounding the room

Thoughts of you running through

Mind trying to go enter gentle slumber

Haunted memories of what was

Show me how to forget about you

Guide me away from the longing

Shine your light in my sleepless nights

Resting tired head in to tranquil dreams

Hoping to not dream of what is lost

Wishing to turn back the hands of time

Can't stop loving what made me happy

Time heals all wounds, so they say

Open wounds still lingering behind

Wishing that you would heal the hurt

Haunting memories of a lost love

Help me reach that peaceful slumber

Irenia Guajardo
~Hellz Writer~