Askew Ball: Author's Note

Askew Ball was originally suppose to be written as a short story, but upon meeting Trevor Thomas Murray and getting to know him.  I had talked about this demented little story that turned into a short script that he believed in me enough to submit it to Broom Street Theater during a little contest they were having back in November of 2009.  I came back to this twisted and yet funny tale, because I was mentoring an aspiring writer by telling him that he should write what he wanted to and not because of what everyone else told him to.
Granted Trevor never told me to write this tale in a script format, but upon many discussions with him.  It just felt like it could go both ways as a short story and a short script to be made by my fledgling production company.  In honor to keeping true to what he said to me...about doing what you makes you happy.  When i read it this hilarious tale, it reminded me of a time that underneath all the stress and bullshit that came with the stress I was in.  Writing this tale made me happy because one person believed in me beyond anything and he made me happy.  I never really told him or anyone till now.  But when I wrote Askew Ball in the short script format it was really for him. 
Now I write it because writing makes me happy. 

Irenia Guajardo
~Hellz Writer~

Final Embrace

Final embrace in your strong arms

Remembrance of eternity forgotten

Kiss of passion as a parting gift

Exhale my life on your sweet breath

Allow me to slumber in your arms
Partaking your love inside me
Treasured memories in my dreams
Loving you eternally as it should be

Poem history:
I would have to say this is a short and sweet one...something we would all want to do...is die in the arms of the one we love.  Inspired by my own events of a lost love...it is said that when you loose your soul mate or true love...it feels like they died....well that is how it feels.  Everyday you die with out them.

Irenia Guajardo
~Hellz Writer~

♥♥♥ I ♥ Love ♥ You ♥♥♥

The tender touch of your lips

Beating pulse in your chest

Hands touching me ever so softly

Claiming my body as your own

Hearing your rapid breathing

Hot breathe against my neck

Your warm skin touching mine

My body moving with yours

Feeling you enter deep inside

A rush of emotions swirls around

Your strong arms lifting me up

Body screaming in eternal ecstasy

Each fluid movement you give

You are all I ever wanted in life

Giving such pleasure and desire

Feeling my body about to burst

There is no end to your passion

Your breathing driving me wild

Pulse racing as you go deeper

Releasing myself, I call out

I love you

Irenia Guajardo
~Hellz Writer~

Lost Love

Soothing darkness surrounding the room

Thoughts of you running through

Mind trying to go enter gentle slumber

Haunted memories of what was

Show me how to forget about you

Guide me away from the longing

Shine your light in my sleepless nights

Resting tired head in to tranquil dreams

Hoping to not dream of what is lost

Wishing to turn back the hands of time

Can't stop loving what made me happy

Time heals all wounds, so they say

Open wounds still lingering behind

Wishing that you would heal the hurt

Haunting memories of a lost love

Help me reach that peaceful slumber

Irenia Guajardo
~Hellz Writer~

Movie History

Yes, this is a picture taken from the credits that has my name on it....from Cory J. Udler's Incest Death Squad 2 of course it is funny to see Trevor Murray's name above mine...so no matter what...he has been immortalized next to me.....ironic....but either way...I am pretty stoked about this little piece of cinema....so thank you Cory for making me part of the filth {{evil giggles}}

Irenia Guajardo
~Hellz Writer~

Shattered Heart

Shattered pieces of a broken heart

Fall to the abyss of yesterday

An open wound forms deep

Creating a vortex of emptiness

How can one forget you??

Heart devoid of any and all form

Haunted by memories of you leaving

Engulfing whirlwind since you left

Though you are far from my sight

Longing to hold you once more

On bended knee pleading to the heavens

Requesting a relief from this hell

Truth burning past mortal flesh

With eyes closing from this horror

Your ghostly image do I see

The lonely emptiness that invades

Begging for universal redemption

Longing to hold you once more

The tragedy that has befallen

All in the guise of love

Shattered Shards of a broken heart

Waiting to feel your warmth again

Pledge of undying love is yours

A release from this tormented hell

Irenia Guajardo
~Hellz Writer~

Haunted

My mind keeps wandering away

To a time, only a year ago

Thoughts of you running through my day

Many a day, I have tried to forget you

Haunted daily by your memory

Images burned deep within my being.

Never wanting to know the truth

My mind keeps wondering of the lies

Spun cleverly and with out a trace

Dark and light shine through life

Tormented essence screaming for release

The anguish that is still deep inside

A hole ripped through my heart and soul

Caused when you left with out a trace

Heartbroken and alone in this world

Though you caused so much pain

Wishing for your return to my life

Frozen wasteland waiting for the sun

Melt the ice of the feeling of emptiness

Hoping to fill the open void deep within

Haunted daily by your memory

Thoughts of you running through my day

Heartbroken and alone in this world

Caused when you left with out a trace

Tormented essence screaming for release

~Hellz Writer~

Irenia Guajardo

Broken Dreams

I lay my head on broken dreams that you have sewn for me.
Taking the tattered garment that you have crafted with a heavy heart.
Weary I see that I was the fool for having false hope.
Tis nothing more than a cruel twisted joke.
The words I collected on your alter were twisted.
I find myself begging to be adored by your feet.
Only to find cold empty despair on my brow.
Twice over, my heart was torn apart
Wanting to walk beside you, my precious love

Tears fall down from love sick eyes
Forsaken to a barren wasteland with out
How can anyone move on when love is lost??

Irenia Guajardo
~Hellz Writer~

The Witch's Spindle

I place my heart on the witch's spindle
In hopes of getting the love she prophesies
Instead I watched her rip and shred
Upon her magic spindle did my heart writhe
Questioning her motives, I pleaded “why?”

The witch answered with her crooked smile,
“Your heart was too tough you needed heartbreak
Through misery and pain a heart softens
You must endure to find the one that will mend it
To find the love you seek-there comes a heavy price”

Falling on bended knee, I begged that it wasn’t so
Only silence from the witch befell my wanting ears
Empty tears fell from vacant eyes to the witch's spindle
To find true love there must come terrible heartache
Grabbing my weathered heart, I walked away

Head hung low in despair to think of what has befallen
Holding the remnants of the strong beating heart
Tears fall upon the open wounds, the witch created
In that moment it had enlightened me of this horror

To find the love you seek, you must endure such misery

Irenia Guajardo
~Hellz Writer~