Dark Goddess

Stare at my ashen dead skin

Observe my hands smoldering your soul

Killing joy through lustful yearning

Make your bed and die in it

The woman to stare you in the eye

Violating your sensitive essence

Breaking apart your inner workings

Bringing you nearer to your Goddess

Consumed with dominating hatred

Assisting you to become some one else

Ripping your essence apart from within

Bringing you closer to your Goddess

Bringing you to your knees, you worship

Lifeless pale skin wanting to touch

Enjoying every moment of my presence

Feeding your consuming hatred

Call my name when you're happy

Bringing misery, torment and pain

Shouting for deliverance from life

Bringing you closer to the pain you seek

Releasing your pain in to the night

Bringing malice to those that deserve

Killing those Gods of your past

Breaking the hearts of loved ones

Fueling hatred to every living thing

Begging for relief from your torment

Selling your soul to your dark mistress

Ashen sinister Goddess of desolation

Releasing you from your confusion

Bringing you closer to your dark Goddess

You can find this poem and others in:

Illuminations of the Soul/

Obscurities of the Heart

Irenia Guajardo
~Hellz writer~

Loving Words

I woke up with the sun in my face

A laughter embedded in my heart

Thinking of your sweet tender words

Echoing through out my entire being

Loving words that are whispered

Master artist creating his masterpiece

Sweet romantic words of love

Pour forth on to your canvas of affection

Simple delicate words that are created

Forming ever so loving in to sentences

Being released from your tender lips

Falling gracefully unto dainty ears

A smile forms on my precious face

With thoughts of you in my head

Loving words you express so freely

Holding tenderly my frail heart

Speaking in a language that love can hear

Spoken words through the heart are told

Opening your soul to let the light shine

Engulfing me in your loving words

Delicate tears fall from my beautiful eyes

Showered with your love and affection

Flowing through a poets’ poem to my heart

Hearing them fly through on butterfly wings

You can find this poem and others:

Illuminations of the Soul/

Obscurities of the Heart

Irenia Guajardo
~Hellz Writer~

Puppet Master

Carved out your life before you knew

Pulled your strings to make you move

Laughed when you were crying

Enraged when you were happy

Pulling your strings and dance for me

Your hated puppet master

Swing joyfully as I warp your strings

Breathing life in to your every move

Your hated puppet master

Dance your soul away for me

Little remorse for what I have

Get me bored and I'll cut you short

Could I be death or your redemption?

Your hated puppet master

Snipping your life threads down to none

Casting your limp carcass aside

Many more to have fun with

So easy to cast you aside

Your hated puppet master

Has come to play with you..........

This image is not my own.
You can find this poem and others:

Illuminations of the Soul/

Obscurities of the Heart

Irenia Guajardo
~Hellz Writer~

King of Darkness

Demon born from blood and lust entwined

Stare in my eyes and feel the hypnotic urge

Cave in to my charms and sweet melody

Open your blood to my carnal devilish delights

There is none before that will ever be the first

None before will equal to my power and control

Destined to be the greatest, most powerful being

Stare into the darkness of my eternal damnation

Take my hand to the land of death and suffering

Follow the path of despairing screams of the tortured

Enter the realm of the forgotten and unwanted

There you will find me waiting for you

Demon of carnal pleasures to ensnare your mind

Hypnotic beast calling your lustful desires to life

Feel me deep within your eternal damned soul

Source of all evils beyond your wildest dreams

Embrace the darkness as you explore forbidden regions

Allow my black pleasures to touch your fragile mind

Opening your eyes to my demonic hypnotic charms

Hear the melody of the cryptic abyss singing painfully

None shall reign in my region of untold pleasures

Lord of demons beyond the caverns of the abyss

So much to tell of the delights my darkness provides

Cleave your black soul upon the King of Darkness

You can find this poem and others:

Illuminations of the Soul/

Obscurities of the Heart

Irenia Guajardo
~Hellz Writer~

Revenge of the Zombie

Shallow pain harbors deep in my chest

Hollow feelings that no longer exist

Memories that seem to be fading away

Primal urges surfacing through out

Fill the void of my eternal being

Keep the silent walls from falling

Want to live with out being erased

Hated by the living for being dead

Desiring the need to feed to stop growing

Hunger driving force over come my senses

Icy fingers clawing your at your warm flesh

Sweet aroma fills my decaying nasal cavity

Warm taste of ripped flesh upon my tongue

Hearing your tormenting screams for help

Not ready to die is the last thoughts you have

So wrong yet it feels incredibly appetizing

This isn't the life I was expecting for myself

To feed on the flesh of those that are living

Soothing blood calming to dead senses

Flowing down once dehydrated throat

Utter sense of loneliness fills this empty vessel

Longing for human companionship once deserved

Finding a mournful path of eternal existence

Though the appetite is surging through out

Dark pleasures are found in taking your life

Seeing you go down before my feet

Life leaving your lips as you join the dead

You will know my eternal pain of damnation

You can find this poem and others:

  Illuminations of the Soul

Obscurities of the Heart

Irenia Guajardo

~Hellz Writer~

Succubus

I am the woman that haunts your dreams

Ready and willing to steal your soul

Looking at me in my beautiful form

Casting aside what you have beside you

Let me in your mind and your dreams

Allow me the opportune moment to strike

You know you want to cave in to the feeling

Temptation is in your sight to witness

A lovely form as gorgeous as can be

Your lustful intentions are beginning to show

The will to fight the urge has fled your body

Temptation has finally set into your blood

My hour to strike is near at hand

You should have stayed with your love

A cheating heart has just one price to pay

Death at the hands of a Succubus

You can find this poem and others:

 Illuminations of the Soul

Obscurities of the Heart

Irenia Guajardo
~Hellz Writer~

Author's Note: Revised

After this strange week that led in to this weekend.....I have decided to alter the Author's Note....I believe it to be more fitting due to the circumstances.  I thought when I put it together that the way it was created was just fine, till I learned some hard to swallow truths.  And now, I think changing it all around.....makes this more fitting and for me more spiritually rewarding.

In completion of this intricate collection of words sewn together to formulate my book of poems it has been an upward journey of the heart and soul.  Not only did I have to dig deep within my own soul to find the true horrors and pleasures of my life, but taking inspiration from others as well as story ideas that I have written down.  Even though I left a margin of these people on my dedication and acknowledgments.  There are others that were not named, but yet they held an impact on my life to guide me on my path to my ultimate destination.

Originally I had this middle segment in my acknowledgments, but it seems that things have changed since the first edition of this book.  I really owe a lot to a special man, in a short amount of time, he captivated both my heart & my soul and never thought in a million years that such a person could ever existed on this planet.  Trevor Thomas Murray, you allowed me to see things in a whole new way and even though some of these poems remind me of you, but written before I met you.  Who knew the inspiration-the muse was really out there and not in my imagination or from another source?  Your faith and drive really kept me going, even though you have left my side, you will always be in my heart. 

It has been a great blessing to share these with my friends and now the world. In each poem there is a different meaning to others, but to be touched by each and feel the journey is the greatest goal attained.

Irenia Guajardo

~Hellz Writer~

Acknowledgments: Revised

When it existed, I would like to thank all the wonderful souls that were on Yahoo 360 for not only reading and commenting on my two blogs, but also offering some wonderful inspiration. I have to thank all my wonderful friends that stood by it all giving me the encouraging push to keep trudging on. Especially Barbara Pulaski-Ransom for constant challenging me in what I can write, “Dark Night” was written for you. My lovely co-workers that got to read the pre-things even though it was covered in ink where my corrections have been made.

The amazing artistic talent of Nick Rose for taking my vision and turning it in to an art form. With out you, this would still be floating on the back burner of my mind. I was very pleased with how he kept me in the loop of every step of the way and upon seeing the final results took my breath away. Thanks to the model, Madison Johns with out her posing in the strange ways, this cover would not have gotten done.

Irenia Guajardo

~Hellz Writer~